Oh hon I am so sorry you are feeling this way I am dealing with it too I cryed this morning and yesterday I guess we just have to find something that makes us happy to get our mind of the bad.

Thanks just a really really bad day..you ok?

your here and that should help some...welcome....hugs bill

Sorry you're feeling so bad, hope you feel a bit better soon. Hugs

well now you are a part of something...our group. Welcome.

Sorry you are feeling so bad right now - I was suffering from a major depressive episode due to some problems with my best friend. My loneliness and sadness were just overwhelming, and I thought I would never be happy again - but things have changed over time and I feel much more hopeful. It's hard to gain perspective when feeling overwhelmed but I hope you turn a corner soon - there are many wonderful, caring people on this site. Hoping for the best for you!

Can you explain a little further honey? Who thinks you are a screw up? and why do you think you can't do anything right? I don't believe that for a second. We all get sick of being alone but usually when we are, there is a reason. Sometimes it's so we can learn more about ourselves. You can always be a part of something, even if it's just volunteering somewhere. Find something that would make you smile and feel good about yourself and go volunteer. I volunteer at the Humane Society because I love animals so much.

If you feel like your ship is sinking, it might be a good time to throw out the stuff that's been weighing you down.
Let go of people who bring you down, and surround yourself with those who bring out the best in you.
Hugs GB

P.S. This is for you: Listen to the wind, it talks
Listen to the silence, it speaks
Listen to your heart
it knows.

Hun....you are NOT a F*ck up! Everyone makes mistakes. We learn from them.
If I were there, I would be there more for you and listen to you.
Since I can't be, try me here.
Hugs to you.

Hey reply 7 ( sounds so robotic lol) Thank you so much for that. I am not a f*ck up. I just have long standing emotional problem which has ruined many aspects of my life. Its really a struggle. I have had to drop out of college twice because of emotional problems , I over drink , everyone seems disappointed in me and lately there is this attitude around me like " Accept him that way because we know he s just a screw up" .

I am such a kind person its not even funny. I have a great heart and its horrible to see people have given up on me.

And thank you reply 8.