Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...
I just needed to write this as it keeps playing over and over in my head this week. I am married with 2 kids but unhappy with my life. I am currently living in my moms house most of the week as she is developing dementia. My father had his leg amputated and is in a rehab center for at least another month. But his mind is starting to slip. My mom refuses to see a doctor and refuses to acknowledge her problem. I am in financial debt and hate my job. I have applied to a few jobs but I am too old to get them. I have not heard anything.
I have no friends and that isn't as bad as I hate most people.
I just want to walk away and disappear. I'm too chicken to commit suicide plus the family would not get the life insurance. So I always hope that someone would ram my on the highway or shoot me in a drive by.
Just put me out of my misery.
I have no friends and that isn't as bad as I hate most people.
I just want to walk away and disappear. I'm too chicken to commit suicide plus the family would not get the life insurance. So I always hope that someone would ram my on the highway or shoot me in a drive by.
Just put me out of my misery.
Pre-disability- it seemed like every parking lot I was in, had a person not paying attention and nearly running me over.
Post-disability- No one will touch me for the surgery I need, as it is considered high risk, so now I pray, as I have for over the last 18 years, for someone to hit me, in the parking lot, so that doing surgery becomes mandatory, instead of merely being not only optional, but still my ONLY option.
Surprise! All the idiots who once almost ran me over, now look, before they back out. So, I am f-ed no matter how you look at it.
And, Murphy's law says that no one is going to hit you on the highway, or anywhere else.
You are stuck here with the rest of us, until God says 'enough', and not a second sooner.