I understand - Hugs

The end isnt something I am looking to know about.

I have never wished I knew when I was going to die, but I have begged God to take me several times in my life when things we all going wrong.
Though I still have those days now and then, I have days where I enjoy the sunshine and the nature about me.
And if he had taken me when I had asked I wouldnt had meet all the wonderful people that I have here.
Many on here have helped alot and been so kind and loving. I think if you hang around you will find this to be so.
Hugs, and hope your tomorrow will become better. :D

I wish for something truly wonderful to come your way, very soon.
Just know that someone is out there, wishing good things for you.
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"Keep Calm and Never Give Up!"

I hate to hear anyone say they wish they knew when they were going to die. There is so much pain in your heart, it hurts. It's hard to really give you the support that you need and so rightfully deserve, because we don't know what is making you think that thought. I truly wish I could help you more than just mumbling here. Since I don't know exactly what you are going through, I will leave you with one of my quotes. Okay?
Hugs GB

Enlighten what is dark in me,
strengthen what is weak in me,
mend what is broken in me, and mostly,
revive whatever peace and love has died in me.
Author unknown

Panda I am a member of the group and i have never posted . The reason is I am lonely too but it's my own fault in a lot of ways . I shut people out along time ago . Don't wish your life away because of being lonely . There are people you still have to meet and things you have to do . you have a wonderful path ahead you just don't see it yet . But you will see it , nothing stays the same , everything is always changing . And this will change too .
Hugs

Nickie you are so right on it. Never give up on anything.

The worst thing in life is not death. The worst thing in life, is not living.

Thank you all.

my fear of death is not knowing how i would go. if i had my way i would die of naturally causes. i fear to have a death, that is not quick and painless but slow and painful. other than that, though my life is not full of excitement, i look forward to seeing what the next day would bring even if its the same thing but different day. mundane as it may be i am happy and enjoy my life, ups and downs. i take each day as a blessing and a lesson in life to either better myself or to help someone in need. i don't complain about what i lack or missing because the fact is life is what i make it so if i want to live a life with excitement and adventure, all i need is the courage and the drive to make it happen and i know if there is something i want to do i can accomplish it, if its something i really desire to do. what i learn about myself i have many thoughts but i don't act on it, but when its something i truly desire to do i do not hesitate and somehow acquire the courage to do it afraid and get out of my comfort zone to make it happen.

well enough about me, as for you, you may believe you have no purpose in life, your life sucks or whatever the case may be for i do not know what your life is like but know that each day in some way good may be even bad you touched someone life in some way. here on ds sharing your thoughts, you showing people with like minds like yours that they are not alone. some may have even reached out to you other may keep their thoughts to themselves and use what you share as motivations to make a change in their life or to finally realize they not truly alone. you may feel lonely and at this point may not have life the way you want it but know even so you are important to people that you don't and may never know. so for those who may not have told you this for lack or courage or never had the chance on their behalf i will say, Thank you for being born. i hope you continue to live and work towards being happy no matter what and know that thought you may not have the people in your life, there are people that appreciate you here on ds. hope you feel better.

Ill pray for u death is not the answer!!! Belive me i lost my best friend to cancer