first sorry about your dreams, second, if you ask me, you answered the question why yourself its who you used to be, are things with your boyfriend ok, maybe in the back of your head, you think now that you have changed he does not like you the way you are or you feel you two dont have as much in common and the person in your dreams is you and how you used to be, telling the person you are now to get out, i am no dream analyst but just sayin

Sorry to hear how you have been feeling. I'm not sure but I think I saw on this site once where you could get help with what your dreams are telling you. Hopefully someone will read this and maybe know what I'm talking about but in the mean time it would maybe help you if you could talk to a professional about your dreams.

So you are having night terrors?

Obviously I'm not a doctor but it sounds like it could be related to post traumatic stress disorder.

It sounds like you are conflicted with yourself and you judge yourself by past behaviors and your anger comes from a past haunting you? Maybe you are also afraid of repeating these behaviors . I also agree with possible post traumatic stress.

Dreams like this are usually from unresolved "painful" issues. The area of the brain that takes pictures, as in, memorizing a place u have actually been, that area of the brain surfaces itself when painful issues have not been resolved (and let go of) in the memory bank of the brain. So what I would do is work on retrieving the painful things that have happened to u starting from your earliest memory to the present time. Get it all down on paper. That will give u some "distance from" the painful things that have happened to u. When u get distance in your mind from those things, the picture area in the brain that contains the "visual" memories of those painful things, will fade away. When that fades away, the dreams connected to it "also" fades away.

I think everyone has added a lot of great insight here -wow. I would suggest that you talk to your school counselor if possible as this is impacting you more than just a bad dream or two. They could get you on the right track to help you or to find someone who can. Are you able to talk to your parents about this?

Thank you guys for the advice..
@looney, PTSD get treated ?
@Andrea, I've never really dealt with anything.. I usually just distract myself and eventually i'll forget about it.. but lately it seems like I've been remembering every little bad thing that has ever happened
@healingslowly, i've tried to talk to them about it.. but they've been foster parents before and I'm the youngest, so everything I say is usually just blown off.. I also dropped out to help raise my nephew, i dont go back to school till Jan. and I'll be homeschool so I can catch up faster... that's why I posted here, it seemed like there was no were else to turn

reply #8 YouAreMy, Regarding this: "@Andrea, I've never really dealt with anything.. I usually just distract myself and eventually i'll forget about it.. but lately it seems like I've been remembering every little bad thing that has ever happened"
I'll explain what's happening with this: When you distract yourself from the bad, painful, stressful, etc things, instead of, "immediately" confronting it, dealing with it, working thru it, and finally letting go of it, what happens in the brain is this: (and all this happens very very very quickly): Example: Someone emotionally hurts u, next, the the "anger emotion" will surface (it's suppose to). You distracting yourself is u deciding that the pain, anger and the upset is to much to deal with. When u made your "firm decision" (by distracting yourself) that this is to much to deal with, here is what the brain immediately does: A certain area of the brain says, "Ok, pain and anger, upset, INTO the SUBCONSCIOUS you go". The brain also dumps the feelings of the event, the pain, the anger, etc. into the subconscious, the place where u can not get to it .Because the brain has dumped all this into the subconscious level, you in return "forget" about it as if it doesnt even bother u anymore or as though it never even happened. But what u don't know is, because all of that is dumped into the subconscious level where u can not get to it, it is actually bothering u even more now. So because u forgot about it, you go about your business of your life until the next distressful painful thing happens, and the whole process starts all over again. So what's happening to u is: The reason why you are beginning to remember every little thing that has ever happened to u is because, your subconscious "container" is filled to the max. It's trying to empty itself out. You let it empty out by u getting all that junk written down on paper so u can get distance from it in order to be capeable of letting it go. If u dont let the subconscious empty out, as it fills up more, that's when PTSD and nervous breakdown happen. So u dont want that to happen. That's why when bad things happen we are suppose to "immediately" deal with it, feel the pain from it and then let it go so nothing gets buried. When nothing gets buried in the subconscious you dont get PTSD, or addictions, or nervous breakdowns. That's how that works. Awww, everything will be alright.
So, let yourself remember it, write those things down word for word "as" u r remembering it, and you'll get your brain emptied out like it's trying to do. This is one of those things that you have to work "with" it and not work "against" it. A good thing to do is to keep a notebook next to your bed. As soon as a memory surfaces, write it all down, and then work thru it so u can let it go. If you have a dream, as soon as u wake up, write the dream down so u dont forget it. I "guarantee" the dreams will be connected to the painful things u r holding onto.

YouAreMy, Also, after u write things down, be sure to read it OUTLOUD to yourself. You have to get the words out your mouth. You have to "say it" to get the distance from it. You have to say it, and or talk and talk and talk about it, til u r so sick of talking about it, u r then capable of letting it go. That's how u get past things. That's what it mean to "deal with something" or "deal with it". That is how it's done.

Thank you so much.. I will try what you said :)

YouAreMy reply #11, Ok, you'll do great.

YouAreMy, Another thing too is, you have to let yourself cry the pain out. No matter what it's from, you have to let yourself cry. And the times when u feel like throwing something, you do it in a safe way by picking up a pillow and beating the wall and cry it out. Or u pick up a bat and beat the bed. Men usually pick up an ax and beat a tree to cry their pain out til it's gone. Everybody has an "anger and rage emotion". The ones that do not know what to do with it, are the ones that beat up on people instead of beating a wall or bed or a tree. We all at times need to throw or beat up on something. We just have to find and do it in a "safe way" so no one gets hurt, and so u dont get hurt. That rage emotion we all have in us is powerful. People that do not know how to handle that rage emotion are the ones who commit murder. That's why it is so important to get all upsets and anger and pain out of your system so it WONT fester or have a chance to get worse.