It gets better when you get out of high school. It also gets better when you find someone you can talk to. A school counselor, a relative, teacher.

Let me start by saying you are not a waste of space, not being able to relate to the people around you made feel this way but it doesn't make you worthless. I can relate to what you're going through, but it took letting life continue on a bit for me to realize that school ends and whatever popularity you have is irrelevant in the real world. That's why so many people rely on social media because they are seeking pointless validation on things that don't matter. I know it can be hard not having anyone to socialize with and bounce things off of, we all need someone to relate to. The best advice I can give you is to think about who you are as a person and all of your good points, interests and work on being the best version of yourself you can be for your own happiness. You'd be surprised how while doing what you love doing can connect you with others who you can identify with. Your life isn't defined by the standards other people set for you, I really hope this helps and you decide to stick with life. Theres a lot more out there for you.

it's all perspective and environment. if u look at it from a dirrernt point of view and from a different place . you will see it diferently, u need to get friends who can show u that.

I just want to say I understand what you are going through. I don't have hardly anyone either. My best friend is my dog cause I push everyone else away and feel like I need to isolate myself. But just wanted to say keep your head up!!! You made it this far!!! So you can do it!!! Best of luck with everything!!!