i am silent, i am broke, i am lost, and i am gone. You left me in the dark, all alone. I sat there and i took your harsh words. I took the pain. you punished me for your own entertainment. you beat me and nearly killed me. I took it. i took it bceause, i thought that it was better than being alone. I loved you. even though you hurt me, i loved you. i was silent, for years. I was silent, for you. You broke me down and picked me back up. made me feel like I couldn't live without you. made me feel like i wouldn't make it in the real world without you. i lost everyone. i lost myself, my family and my friends. when you finally left, i had to find myself. i still haven't figured how to live without you in my life. I am lost in a sea of loneliness, grief, and silence. You took things away from me, things i never knew i had. you took my will to live. you took my happiness, my life, my world... you took my ability to feel sane. when i lost my unborn child, you came back. you took and took and took until i was finished. i hurt myself, tried to kill myself because of you. i guess that is why they call you "depression". i am done fighting with you. i don't wan to do this with you anymore. i have lost my will to fight. i will never be strong enough to beat the demon named"depression".