Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...
First thing for me to do on my computer today, at 6:16 in the morning...
Last night, broke-me ready to go to bed before 8---when a "friend" from 10 miles away knocked, to once again use my computer.
He's broke, though with a much better lifestyle than me: truck, car, motorcycle, cellphone---none of which i have. And he went out on a date with a stranger with about $10 in his pocket.
Uses my internet connection to check out a free lonelyheart site! And he wants to sell his vehicles online, though for top market price. Plus....last night he's hoping for a $20 loan off me on Friday, which he & i know can't be paid back. I have less than $2 on me, and zero food in my apt, till Friday disability check.
This is the only person who shows up to drive me anywhere, and he showing up a lot now only cause he's broke. So, end of any rides for me----and he'll no doubt angrily say as much to others.
So, i'm back to wanting to just be alone....which is usually the cycle of events that does happen for me to wind up being alone.
Last night, broke-me ready to go to bed before 8---when a "friend" from 10 miles away knocked, to once again use my computer.
He's broke, though with a much better lifestyle than me: truck, car, motorcycle, cellphone---none of which i have. And he went out on a date with a stranger with about $10 in his pocket.
Uses my internet connection to check out a free lonelyheart site! And he wants to sell his vehicles online, though for top market price. Plus....last night he's hoping for a $20 loan off me on Friday, which he & i know can't be paid back. I have less than $2 on me, and zero food in my apt, till Friday disability check.
This is the only person who shows up to drive me anywhere, and he showing up a lot now only cause he's broke. So, end of any rides for me----and he'll no doubt angrily say as much to others.
So, i'm back to wanting to just be alone....which is usually the cycle of events that does happen for me to wind up being alone.
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A tree outside where I live is dying, seemingly from dog urine----with the bully in my building going out his way to not only have his dog urinate there but to have the dog urinate on the fence and sign I bought to try save the tree----and then slide the sign under my apt door.Turns out that was a TRIGGER for me----bullying and humialtion right out of high school. I didn't realize it at the...
lots of manipulative people to avoid in my hometown---with a # asking for loans, which they would only spend on the lottery, or booze....not food (though once gave a loan to another "friend" who bought himself steak, when i was living on macraroni & cheeze)
At this point it's kinda funny. A half ago he knocks for a $40! loan, for something different,...though I overheard him on his cell phone days ago talking about a superbowl party, and today the start of other weekend fun.
For me, and maybe a lot of others, it's always somebody with lots of friends and relatives who asks somebody who is all alone, with less money, for a loan?