I always feel depress when people are having convesations.

I don't understand

I love cryptic posts.

Koolman means that he has friends, but they are aggravating him right now. Right?

I have a tendency to get annoyed with people when I'm out with them. I have one person who never annoys or irritates me, but I don't get to spend a lot of time with him. Maybe you need a break from your circle?

Thanks, especially LivingWater. I thought I made my point very clear. Guess I have to cite examples.

Part of the problem is the manager at this upscale parking garage at this stupid security guard job I'm working 2 days a week to supplement my videography (idiography) business, which I'd love to cut back to 0 days a week, but videography isn't quite paying well enough to live on.

Yes, it's beginning to appear that way. :(

Some of the people I know only want to talk about their troubles and the rest gauge friendship by how much I can do for them. So I end up spending more time by myself because I don't have the energy to deal with that.anymore. An hour or two a week cumulative is enough social interaction for me.

The majority of the ppl in my life are the kind of ppl who can frustrate me. . :(

But a few persons are different. . ((( ))) . . :)

In my own case, the highly-sensitive-person..HSP.. idea offers me an explaination. And the fact i did not get accepted into the advanced school i applied to -- am unlike my mother who had ppl come to her years later and thank her.

Recently i've seen..not often enough..a couple ppl i really enjoy. But w most of the ones i'm in regular contact with -- i have to watch myself.

Letting my guard down and temporarily enjoying myself leads to eventual disappointments/hurts, and these get under my skin.

thanks for reminding me; gonna go to my corner and cry now

I knew what you meant.

Most of my social circles annoy me! lol

Socialization's whats that? Unless I initiate it I spend most of my non-working hours alone.

ok now I get it...