Loneliness Support Group
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any...
Took a benydrel last night at 6, bed before 7, to wake up early this morning to put garbage out at 5---only to see the garbage truck on next block already; put the garbage in the alley for pickup, went back to my apartment...
....and in the silent dark, it just hit me how alone i am; even my two cats are stuck 4ever in this apartment, when should be prowling around for miles.
Maybe last time i felt this way was when i was in my run-down family home 11 years ago, fixing a leaky pipe in the big, empty basement. The falling apart house on main drag, but with snow coming down, i felt like i was in middle of alaska.
Maybe it has something to do with some event gone wrong mixed with dead silence at odd hours....
But, anybody else, no matter how lonely they know they are, have a few minutes or seconds where it just seems to hit them, and they really seem to feel it, at that moment, instead of years of being numb to it?
....and in the silent dark, it just hit me how alone i am; even my two cats are stuck 4ever in this apartment, when should be prowling around for miles.
Maybe last time i felt this way was when i was in my run-down family home 11 years ago, fixing a leaky pipe in the big, empty basement. The falling apart house on main drag, but with snow coming down, i felt like i was in middle of alaska.
Maybe it has something to do with some event gone wrong mixed with dead silence at odd hours....
But, anybody else, no matter how lonely they know they are, have a few minutes or seconds where it just seems to hit them, and they really seem to feel it, at that moment, instead of years of being numb to it?
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A tree outside where I live is dying, seemingly from dog urine----with the bully in my building going out his way to not only have his dog urinate there but to have the dog urinate on the fence and sign I bought to try save the tree----and then slide the sign under my apt door.Turns out that was a TRIGGER for me----bullying and humialtion right out of high school. I didn't realize it at the...
Hugs, D
I am fine most of the time but like you sometimes out of the blue it hits me how alone I am
message me if you want to :)
My two have carpeted cat furniture to climb, toys, cat beds, catnip and have a great life--better than some people. Your cats are doing well.
thank you jaybeee
AsTimeGoesBy...well, i can always feel bad that my cats arent spoiled enough!;)
LHomer: i think i was too dumb/numb to realize how alone i was in my teens and at 21; probably was a subconscious defense mechanism at the time.