Loneliness Support Group
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My cat turned 20 last month, a great age for a cat, though tonight might be his last night...I thought April was his last, took him to vet, I should be very glad for the almost 6 months, but that's not the way my brain works.
Today threw away some ancestor paperwork to deal with this, including a 1934 slovak letter; not as though anybody to translate it or even anybody to show it to.
my worthless idiot of a dad never bothered to translate the letter, or tell me much of the relatives on his side....they were probably all worthless, stupid, drunks---just like my drunken idiot dad, who wound up committing suicide....horray; "poetic justice" (as he once said about something).
My church going dad was a drunken idiot, who wasted most of his paychecks on saturday bars----while being a total cheapskate to me, his only son and only living relative (after 1977, when his brother died in the loonie bin, after being in the loonie bin since the 1930s?)
my evil mom was...evil. And another drunken, hateful, hillbilly.
Anyhow, my cat is sick; I bought a bottle of wine, with a cork in it I found out! Dug a pair of sizzors into the bottle, with the leftover hunk of cork floating in the bottle. While fooling with the cork, I understood how some alchies could smash the neck off a bottle to get to the booze.
No family, no friends, have 2 indoor cats, and recently 4! homeless, outside, cats to feed, though today I had to tell them, "i dont feel good."
Told the liquor store clerk about my cat, and getting wasted to deal with it----only ones I had to talk to today how I feel.
Tomorrow, to the vet, though probably a one way trip for my poor cat.
Today threw away some ancestor paperwork to deal with this, including a 1934 slovak letter; not as though anybody to translate it or even anybody to show it to.
my worthless idiot of a dad never bothered to translate the letter, or tell me much of the relatives on his side....they were probably all worthless, stupid, drunks---just like my drunken idiot dad, who wound up committing suicide....horray; "poetic justice" (as he once said about something).
My church going dad was a drunken idiot, who wasted most of his paychecks on saturday bars----while being a total cheapskate to me, his only son and only living relative (after 1977, when his brother died in the loonie bin, after being in the loonie bin since the 1930s?)
my evil mom was...evil. And another drunken, hateful, hillbilly.
Anyhow, my cat is sick; I bought a bottle of wine, with a cork in it I found out! Dug a pair of sizzors into the bottle, with the leftover hunk of cork floating in the bottle. While fooling with the cork, I understood how some alchies could smash the neck off a bottle to get to the booze.
No family, no friends, have 2 indoor cats, and recently 4! homeless, outside, cats to feed, though today I had to tell them, "i dont feel good."
Told the liquor store clerk about my cat, and getting wasted to deal with it----only ones I had to talk to today how I feel.
Tomorrow, to the vet, though probably a one way trip for my poor cat.
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help much, the loss is going to be very sad for you. I hope the wine
helps some. It's really hard to face a loss like this, I hope you'll keep
talking to us, let us know how you are doing. I care, Big Hugs
It hurts. We do what we have to to get through the pain. I'm sorry you're going through it *hugs*
Take care.
the one millionth false alarm for my cat; some sort of broncitus infection, hopefully...steroid shot and anti-biotics.
the only good thing about all these vet trips is that when the worst does happen, i wont be a total mess.
thanks again, for your reply; just got in from vet.
broncial infection for my cat, according to x-ray.
i'm hoping for a few more months with my cat.
i barely had time to say good-bye with a dog and two cats i had to say good-bye to 2001--2006, with such an idea seeming to get worse for me than being able to accept it.
thanks again; take care.
i just came in from vet; too afraid to write before vet.
I'm guilty of having taken special care of this cat cause he was so big and cuddly; with another cat, from a shelter, i treat like i'm some wicked stepmother, with my 20 year old cat coming first.
thanks again; able to write now that i came in from 2 oclock vet appointment.
so I know it is hard...I cannot drink...I am alcoholic....I feel very sad about your dad and losing him to suicide...I lost an uncle and cousin and brother in law to suicide....it sucks bigtime...but if you did not like them (I did not like my cousin too well when he died) it just seems to roll off of you as an oh well he is now gone...my cousin had no memorial service or any kind of family get together over his death....he was a drug addict and psych ward looney for many years which had become my own modus operandi so I had bonded with him years ago but in the end we had not seen or talked in over three years I think...sorry I am ranting...
hugs glad kitty is ok for now...20 is a long life...my dog I mentioned is 14 1/2 now...long for big dogs....English Setter is big dog...
i'm back to being sober, though i keep on playing patsy cline's "i fall to peices"
some of these traumatic events do burn some of the bad memories out of me afterwards, and i feel dumb for ranting at the time, though not as though anybody in my off-internet world to rant to.
steroids seems to be a wonder drug for cats.
hoping the best for you and your dog, since i definately become a mess over my pet.