Last night I was really feeling lonely and bummed about my failed marriage. My ex invited me to dinner so I went. He was in a bad mood when I arrived at his house which should have been my cue to go home right then. We get to the restaurant and he begins almost right away spewing bitterness and hurt all over me. I have been really working on healing and honesty in my life, allowing my HP to guide me. I told him I was sorry for his pain and that he needed to heal from the wreckage of our marriage also. It just went on and on until I had enough and told him I was ready to leave. The last thing he said to me was that he was glad we had our daughter but sorry he ever met me. As I got up to leave the couple at the table beside me looked at me and the woman said to me, "honey dont' walk away.....RUN"

I began to cry at that point. I cried for the realization that our marriage cannot be reconciled. I cried for the loss of the comfort we once shared, the love he had bestowed on me so freely during our ten years together.

This morning I am laughing at the irony of her commentl. I had surgery a month ago on my achillies tendon and am now in a walking cast limping my way around. God sure has a sense of humour!