Hi all its been just about 4 years since i reported my step dad for sexually abuseing me. He still remains in prison and wont be out for another 3 to 4 years. I still have mixed feelings about everything i think in doing well then something knocks me back.my boyfriend is very supportive and says he understands but no one can unless they have been through same. Everything seems to be worrying in me like what happens wen he gets out, and i always think i see him in street and for that split second wen i see him i panic feel sick and cant breath, then i realise its not him. It just scares me of what i will be like wen i really do see him.