Me and my gf have been together almost 3 years. Ever since we got together it has been an on and off relationship. She would break up with me for her ex or sometimes no reason at all. She instantly regrets it and begs me to get back with her.
My problem is that everything seems to be about her all the time. Its always that something is going on in her life, that she was upset so it didn't mean anything.
To get to the point, the relationship is toxic and i know that but at the moment we're on a break. We have been for 5 weeks. The problem is that we have a holiday together in 2 months and i haven't got the heart to kick her off it. Every day since she called the break she's been starting arguments, using guilt trips, trying to force a reaction and im just not sure i Want her in my life anymore. My parents love her but she wont stay in their life if we're not together. Its more hassle than its worth but i still love her.
I'm tired of crying but these tears just keep falling and I can't stop them..I don't wanna cry no more, I don't wanna be sad, I just wanna be happy
I happened to come upon this support group and I've never seen anything like it so I actually joined because i just need to know I'm not alone. I was born into a family that did not love me. They didn't think i was worth anything even as a baby because my older brother had a bright personality and I did not. They did the bare minimum to keep me alive. Other than that, I was ignored. When my dad...