I have never been in any kind of relationship before and I am just yearning for some love, I am getting too desperate and Its damaging my life to a severe extent. I really dont know what to do, I just want the emotional love, the companionship and its like no matter what I do I cant have it, I dont know what to do, and the desperation is making it as bad as to lead to.....(gggrrr, dont want to post it on here) porn addictions. Does that make sense? It makes sense to me, and I know that if I can find something else to do, or someone to fill the hole I have in my heart, than it wont be as bad as it is, if a problem at all. I just dont know how to find anyone....there arent any lesbians around here and I know that there may be some that just havent come out yet, but I just dont know how to do this, I came very close a few times but they all would rather have gone out with someone else, someone they have dated before....etc. I think I need some advice but I think people respond to discussions more than advice.....plz tell me what u think I should do....anyone???
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