Ok so most of you knew i would be back. this one sorta lasted a year on and off the last few months. i need to bounce back not feel like a failure. realize wasnt all me. cant make someone want what you want. she went by my sisters work last week to make amends with her (yes she is my sisters ex of ten year).. brought her a present. wanted make things better because our relationship had cause many probs all around. my sister told her not to contact me. but why everytime i hear about her do i loose it. her gf felt the need to tell me about the visit how if i ever lived with her would only be as roommate sex was horrible she dont want me. think her gf just said those things to make me stay away. but yup it hurt. im so damn sensitive. she is 50 and broke up via text and a very cold note saying she didnt want a partner only a gf. so hello ladies how do i just let go. she wasnt even nice to me and if she was it was rare occasion. sure at first it was great then just plain sucked. dope slap me honesty straight up would be much needed at this point.