I was with this girl for 16 months. It was a long distance. 1.45 hours one way. We rotated every weekend. We just had our first fight. N she broke it off. My job was in there slow time. So they would message me when i didnt need to go in. N i deleted the message. So she thought i was lying. She grabbed my phone from my hand. N i went to grab it back n i accidently grabbed her wrist. I had alit of emotions going through me i was mad angry frustrated from not being able to work.  I had a migraine that morning. N was sad she was leaving to go home. I apologized n everything.it was a reaction n mistake i accidently grabbed her wrist. She totally broke up with me there was really no talking about it. She said she can not be with someone that lies n grabs her wrist. Im just beyond devastated. I have a hard time getting through the day cuz i eant her back...she also said she wants to work on herself. She was going to move here in october n get married early next year. Im so lost in life. I cry all the time i have a hard time not thinking of her.  Idk what to do...