I hope this doesn’t sound desperate or pressed, but I really need someone. My last relationship was about three months ago. It was long distance and shortly after use talking she passed away. We never got the chance to be something more and to see if we would last. I haven’t been in a relationship longer than 8 months. At this point in my life I feel like I will never find that one person who wants the same things I want and when they say they love me and what to build a life with me they mean it. I see all these couples and feel so lonely and sad. I just want that, I would love to love someone and be loved by someone. The people in my life say that being lonely is okay and that I don’t need anyone but my heart says other wise.
Im just very lonely
When you realize your no longer skipping rocks, you are the rock. You make waves destroying everything peaciful in your wake before sinking to the bottom of a dark Abyss.
Yesterday I had some triggers that brought on dissociation, somthing I don't often get anymore but that apparently still lingers around in the back ground to surprise me every now and then. I use music and art to try to mend after the dissociation, so today I decided to take a tutorial on 3D art and this is what they had us draw for the instructional and it felt very peaceful and very appropriate...