I came out late in life when i meet my ex partner all the dots connected and why all my life i always thought there was something wrong with me sexual with men ..any ways when i met my partner it was like i fall in love for the very first time for me .but my ex partner juat could not get over i been with men and nothing isaid changed there view. i got accused all the time .so ended up lostingv the love of my life which has not ended nicely and i am lost broken and scared for the future .
When you realize your no longer skipping rocks, you are the rock. You make waves destroying everything peaciful in your wake before sinking to the bottom of a dark Abyss.
Yesterday I had some triggers that brought on dissociation, somthing I don't often get anymore but that apparently still lingers around in the back ground to surprise me every now and then. I use music and art to try to mend after the dissociation, so today I decided to take a tutorial on 3D art and this is what they had us draw for the instructional and it felt very peaceful and very appropriate...