soo.. where do i even begin. So ive been with my boyfriend on and off for about 7 years. we've had many ups and downs but our main problems are jealousy. He thinks im always screwing any man that even talks to me. Then, when i see him always on his phone i get very upset because its ALWAYS a woman he is "friends" with. I have confronted him on a few, i am always told they are just friends or they work together, nothing serious. but anyways, there were times the truth on their relationships came out like "oh she wants to sleep with me" or "we went out a few times".. im like "and you are texting them?" i know that if any guy friend or anything comes on to me like that i dont communicate and i block, not because im vunerable but bc i respect my relationship. i remember one time going to a football game and one girl i once confronted him about was there and he had the nerve to tell me that she tries to have sex with him and all that. but as he was telling me, i remember him telling me "they just talked about sports and they were on the rodeo committee" and he busted his own self. i got mad and he told me i was crazy. i stayed with him like a dumby.

my current issue now and may be the breaking point of me just leaving is, his daughters mother lives in another state and we really dont discuss her. long story short, she keeps inviting him to come stay with her and his daughter and play family what confuses me is "why?", does she even know him and i live together? and are in a relationship. or am i just being jealous. i just know my sons father doesnt ask me that or try to come on to me. i feel like i need to just leave like i planned bc this isnt getting any better.

any advice. sorry this post is all over the place.