hi guys! I'm new here and the problem is bothering me a lot! I have no support groups or even counseling where I live, I hope I can find help on this website! Me and my husband are together 3 years soon, married for half a year. I knew he had a thing for my feet after we started dating and I was ok with it, did things he liked for him but never thought it was an addiction or anything. I found pics of this content in his phone but it was only when we started so forgot about it pretty fast. Of course, with time I had less and less time to think about this fetish of his, with all the problems and wedding preparations and he simply said nothing, but whenever he asked me to do something feet wise, he seemed so humiliated to ask I just pushed him away. Back when I found out those pics he sworn he d never check footfetish websites again but two months ago I found out that he regularly did. Then I started digging and saw he was checking them out while I was there and even the night before our wedding, which I know don't even wanna think about anymore! I can't stand to remember that day, we just received wedding pics and videos but I don't even go through them cause only thing I can think about is that he was watching footfetish porn the night I was all worrying about our wedding. he is a great man, sweet kind and loving, most girls can only dream about! Of course has some issues, he was not very self confident, but I helped him get through it and we both love and care for each other. But this situation ruined everything for me and I can't get back on track. when I asked him why he did it, at first he said it was just a desire but later he admitted it was because lately I was pushing him away and wouldn't let him spend time with my feet. Ok, that's no problem! I told him he should have just tell me that be honest with me, I would have understand. But what's done is done. I started allowing him to do whatever fantasy he has and I enjoy it too. His fetish isn't that seroius or bad, I even got few pairs of shoes as apology and all kind of apologies. Anyway, thing is it's been 2 month now but I feel broken inside. I was confident and not jealous at all before this happened, but now it's just pain and jealousy inside me every minute and tears tears. Every minute all I can think about what if he's there now staring and dreaming about other girls feet outside, it's summer now! Or worse! What if his cheating with someone? I saw some people here who had similar problems, please help me and share your experience! Thank you!