Started school and sleep has gone to shits. I got my wisdom teeth out on last Friday and because of the pain/etc I slept worse and more than my good 1 or 2 weeks. Now I have school and I am doing horrible again because of probably various things including losing my body clock I established and I've been doing homework till bed and my head is just jammed/overloaded so I can't go to bed. I basically switched a 40 hr work week with that in school but the worse part is that thinking so much prevents you from winding down. To make it worse I will be working part time as well. I woke up so tired today had no power when my alarm went off so I hit snooze for 30 mins and got up at 9:40 A.M and actually nearly fell over cause my balance is off when I'm exhausted because I was sleepless untill like 6 A.M. But tomorrow and friday I have work at 7 which means I have to wake up at 6 A..M. This is going to suck and I don't know if I'm going to break mentally because I've never had this hard of classes/amounts of work or even worked while going to school. It's going to be hard getting used to going back to bed about 9 or 10 at night and waking up so early.

The worse part is I will have 3 major obstacles to overcome to fix this mess. 1-Although I have the opportunity to get up at the same time like sleep experts recommend, my schedule is different every day; some days I'm home at 2 p.m while others I'm home at 8 p.m; I have to do homework different times of days;do daily living things different times of day;etc. 2- To be honest, I don't know if I can allow myself 1 or 2 hours to wind down before going to bed at night because I have so much work to do. 3- If I'm so tired and not taking naps in hopes to reestablish a routine and fall behind how much I need to get done then that will dig me in a bigger hole than I'm in. Uggg this isn't fun.