Me and my stbx are still in the same house because I can't get him out. He says he is looking for an apartment. We have seen a mediator and in the process of getting a divorce. This is my decision because he won't stop chatting with women on line and on his cell phone. He was paying more attention to this addiction or what ever your want to call it them me. As far as I saw it was always women from another state. Every night he is leaving for 3 to 4 hours and I was thinking it was so he can do his calls or chat on his lap top and I know I should not let it bother me because I knew that he was doing this but it does bother me. I like when he is out of the house because its so tense when he is there, but I get so upset when he leaves because I know he is talking to other women. I am hoping he is not meeting anyone that would really break my heart. I know I want this divorce because I can't live with him chatting and just waiting all the time to catch him I did it for 10 years. But I am so depressed that the marriage is over. The anger part this is over for the most part ( although I do still get angry) and now I am in the depression part. I realy just wish I could hate him and not care what he does.
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