My husband died a year and a half ago, 3 months after my husbands death, I was lonely and vulnerable and met this guy who was a mental health therapist. We spent a lot of days and nights together rather quickly, I found comfort in his voice and presence, I thought god sent me this man to help me live a new life without my husband.
I ended up pregnant the first month of knowing him. By the second and third month, my intuition would tell me that somethings were off, but I would ignore and think he is not capable of hurting me. He knew I was newly widowed and was carrying his baby while grieving.
A year later, I just found yesterday that he was seeing someone before me and kept seeing her until I was 5mos pregnant.
I feel so betrayed.
I feel like I lost my husband all over again.
I've been with my boyfriend for 2 yrs in September and I really thought he would ask me to marry him by now. We've discussed it and he says that's what he wants too, but I can't help feeling that it will never actually happen. I went through hell and back with my 2 1/2yr old daughter keeping her from her father and finally got sole custody. He's been there since she was 9 months old and she calls...
This is my first post. I don't know what I'm doing here but I just feel I need to reach out and talk to someone. Maybe typing this out and getting it off my chest will help me feel better.... who knows?I'll try to make this short since I tend to draw things out with too much detail...First, let me quote that "Trust is like glass, once broken, it will never be the same again" as it plays into my...