I am finding that I am not attracted to my H, as I once was, even after we decided to try and work things out, I find myself not attracted to him, I was in the beginning, but now , he always wore a goatee, he shaved it, I always like th goatee and iK now he shaved it to push my buttons, last night for instance, I come home from work I work 2:30-11 he works 7- 3:30 pm so now we never see each other i Geth om last night and go upstairs, eh reeked of ciggerette smoke and sweat you know when you have been in a bar, it made me sick to my stomache I had to wash everything when he left for work, and open all the windows ,it's like he's turned into this slob who doesent want to take care of himself but he ahd no prolbem getting all dressed up and shaved and cologne on to screw around, he always holds it over my head since I don't smoke Im alwasy complaining , do you know what its like to smell ciggerette smoke body odor and sweat and greasy good all rolled upinto one, ...I dont know has anyone had regrets for trying to work it out, or letting them move bakc home or lost interest in them physically?
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...