I can't control my emotions. I get so mad at my stbx that I really picture myself killing him. So very mad that I just have to scream. Then like just now when even though I am pushing for him to find a place to live and finally get out, he tells me that he might have found a place, my heart stopped. I am going crazy I don't know what to do with this all. I want to stay mad and usually at night I am, but the morning I wake up so sad. I feel like I am losing my mind. I want him to care more I guess that he is leaving I want him to be sad and upset. I am the one that told him I couldn't do this anymore. I just want him to hurt like I am. Well I just needed to get this out thanks.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...