Infidelity Support Group
Any relationship in which one partner engages willfully in sexual relations with another outside of the partnership is considered to have experienced infidelity. This breach of trust is often traumatizing for the faithful partner as well as the relationship, and support is often needed to heal emotionally and to decide whether or not the relationship should continue after...
I am becoming attracted to girls but I am married... I spoke to him about it bcuz he is also my bestfriend and he told me its called Bicurious. He is very loyal and doesnt know how to deal with me and these urges. I started to watch lesbian porn and now I think I am getting worse. I stopped watching the porn for months now hoping it was just a phase and I will get over it. I dont think its working.
An online female friend came on to me and I think I wanted her to... but we never met in person so I thought it couldnt hurt. I became addicted to her and she wanted to meet up to hang out. He knows about her "just a friend with the same bday" and she knows about me being married. On the evening we were gonna meet up for the first time, she sent me a text asking if it was ok to make-out with me... I didnt know how to react (I was flattered and was kinda hoping she would make out with me but then I wondered if that means I wud be cheating so I didnt go to meet her) and our friendship pretty much ended....
We are still facebook friends but the conversation went from daily to rarely...its been exactly a year today and she posted on facebook that she has a new boyfriend sigh I liked her post but honestly a bit jealous. She will be moving closer to me next week and I keep having urges to attempt reconnecting with her but I know its a bad idea but then I confuse myself and think meh she might not even want to meet me its been so long since we almost dated/cheated/meet
Blah i feel silly.... yup, really dumb to think and feel this way about someone outside my marriage. infidelity tempts many people, sadly i had to be one of those people, especially wen I go out to seek temptation sigh but i will try not to indulge or even try to put myself into that position anymore. I may just need to avoid temptation, or I shud probably have a sit down with the hubby to develop some healthy relationship strengthening habits i dont know sigh
Hopefully my marriage isnt lacking, I think our mismatch schedule may be the cause tho, guess i was seeking attention elsewhere instead of attempting to set up / schedule time with my hubby ... I decided not to attempt reconnecting with her, i shud leave her alone and not intervene with her new relationship but instead focus on building my marriage. We will be having a sit down conversation this weekend to arrange/ make time for each other moving forward..