I was thinking about he times that I have cheated before and I noticed a pattern. Every year I think about cheating, or do it. It started when my husband and I were just dating. When I was 15 I flirted with my mans friends. When I was 16 I kissed someone else. When I was 17 I kissed and held hands with someone that lived in my neighborhood. My husband and I were engaged then. Then when I was 18 I had phone sex with someone I met on the internet. When I was 19 I had sex with one of my husbands friends. After that I felt guilty and confessed. Then when I was 20 I flashed someone my privates, all of them. Then when I was 21 I made out with someone. Now I am 22 and have been thinking about it again. i don\'t want to, but when my husband is being mean I feel like turning to another man. Is there anything that can help me?
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