You are wrong on both accounts. Cheating actually shows she doesn't love you.

How you treat a person shows what standing they have in your life. Then you can label that relationship based on those actions.

Lying + betraying + breaking heart = love
That equation isn't right.

People who are unable with their relationship talk about it with the SO and decide to improve it or leave it. Cheating has nothing to do with being in a happy relationship or not. It is the character of the cheating partner that makes it possible.

I'm pretty sure Iceman is being facetious. There is no way you think HER cheating is YOUR fault right? Either way...forwardmotion is spot on.

She just throw 15 years for being with me because I was boring. I am not man enough. Half of my life she's been here by my side. Did she ever think of me right now? Did she misses me? Right now i am dying inside..

It's not ur fault and if she's telling you it is than she's toxic. Cheating is a selfish act for people with no moral or empathy.
No she didn't think of you or the possible consequences when she cheated. Because cheaters just act in the moment and are truly that stupid to not be able to think of action and consequences.
That's why most cheaters do also not usr protection. So please get STD tested. Never trust a lier if they say they used protection.
Stop bringing urself down. I totally understand how hurt you are and that you feel dead and empty. But this is all her fault not yours. Please consider therapy it has helped me a lot. And start reading about cheating and affairs and you will see that it's not something you did. Hugs

Cheaters DON'T think about their wives, husbands or significant others. They only think of themselves. The stories that they tell themselves (and then tell us) are things like: I love you but I'm not in love with you anymore, we drifted apart, you don't excite me anymore, blah blah blah, me me me. This way they can justify the cheating in their warped minds. Please get tested for STDs and seek out individual counseling for yourself for support and to help you determine if being treated this way by your partner is acceptable to you. I'm sorry you are going through this!

It is not your fault. If she is unhappy, she needs to communicate what's going on. That's on her. Have you spoken to a therapist?

Are you guys still living together?

@Jane.. no not anymore.. i go and rent by myself.. i cannot stand seeing her anymore.. although i missed her so much.. i am desperate.. my heart says i want to be with her.. but my mind says enough.. By the way she cheated on me twice already..

Thank you all for the reply..

Of course you miss her. That s normal u can't just stop loving someone from 1 day on another. But listen to ur head and ur gut she is a cheater she will keep cheating. Ur on the right track being separated. Things will get better. Like we all said this is not ur fault. You deserve and will receive someone much better. Stay strong now Don't contact her.