It has been 4 weeks since I caught my BF cheating. The image of him on her and the moaning is still so graphic in my mind. He still texts or calls everyday to see how I am. I want him gone because he is still lying and still with the other woman. It is killing me as to why he insists on rubbing it in my face when I am now alone. What did I do to deserve this? I never had kids, my family is tired of hearing about it, I am too sad to go hang out with the few friends I have, as all I do is bring them down. No one called me all weekend so I drank myself to sleep. My depression is taking over. It is painful to be rejected so much. Why did he hurt me so much?
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