My ex has been calling, asking how i am. He tells me he misses me and loves me still. He left the girl he cheated with and wants me back. So this weekend I let him come over to discuss things. We ended up having a wonderful time, better than old times. Once monday came, he left back home and I haven't heard from him. I saw them last night together in her car. I feel so used and dumb for believing him... I was finally starting to feel better but now I feel the day I caught them in bed. My chest and stomach hurt.. Why did he feel compelled to lie to me again after he knows how bad I already feel? I just want everything to end!
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