Okay so yesterday evening my roommate asked me to go swimming in the community pool. So after feeding baby I decided that would be a good experience for him (first time swimming). And as I'm descending the stairs, I get to the bottom landing and there goes the WHORE from downstairs, her fake ass boyfriend (who is STILL calling my niece begging for another chance) and they had both their kids with them. They were coming from the pool. She went to say hello, but once she realized it was me turning the corner it faded off. I'm sorry I gave both of them the SHIT look. I can't stand the sleazy whore and it's not because my ex tried to bed her or the other way around. I despise her because she's a typical bitch. Before I found out about my cheating louse. Whenever she would arrive home, she would always sit in her car for a minimum of 30 to 40 minutes talking and texting on her phone (that indicates she was on the phone with guys if she had to stay outside until her call was finished) Anyway...every damn time I looked up she was scoping me out. From the top of my head to the bottom of my feet this bitch would be staring at me. Then when I discovered she had in fact been dealing with me ex. She would call me an old hoe or various degrading names and the slut didn't even know me personally. That is why I despise her. How are you gonna be mad with me or hate on me because I have something you want. Anyway it really just turns my stomach that they come across like the perfect happy little family. I have seen them many times and he will come outside when she arrives home and assist her in getting the baby out. He takes care of the maintenance on her car. I have seen them going to and coming back from church. I have seen them coming home from just hanging out as family. And although she has never said a word to me cause I made it clear to her skank ass that I will drag her ass on cement until I see pink meat...I can just picture in her mind she's like yeah my family is solid and your alone with your baby. Is this what you guys call triggers. Am I going to have steam oozing from my pores every-time I see this slut. Although I will NEVER EVER take his ass back or speak to him again. It STINGS that he REALLY sacrificed me and his new born son for WHAT? I mean they are not together, she has went on with her life and my family has been destroyed. But the woman in me although she played her part..KNOWS it's ALL HIS FAULT. I cried today while I was cleaning. I'm still confused I guess because he BEGGED me for this child. When he first asked and I wasn't on board for having his baby, he insisted on weekly pregnancy test. And when they would come back negative I would be happy as heck, but he would be sad. One time I told him we should wait on a baby and he actually cried. So for him to COMPLETELY turn his back towards me after I gave in to his request for a child is confusing as hell to me. I mean does he think being cut open like a watermelon some sort of game. My child almost died during birth because the cord was wrapped around his neck during the inducing of labor which I was in for 14 hours. When I had the baby he wasn't released from the hospital until almost 2 weeks later. The doctor said that because the cod was around his neck and no-one was aware that when he took his first gasp for air he ruptured something between his lung (I forget the name, but he was bad off). GOD helped my baby through and I was able to finally take him home...YET THIS IS WHAT THE SON-OF-A BISCUIT EATER DID!!! I'm not understanding that crap at all and I can honestly say that there is a RAGE somewhere deep within. When I saw him after 4 mths I attacked him although I was provoked. But I can honestly say that I would hurt him if I saw him. I feel as if he feels my life was a joke. That it all was one big joke and now that he's done playing ho-hum life goes on. If there were no laws...and I wasn't in fear of GOD I would kill him. I would literally get a bat and beat his ass to a pulp!