I wasn’t sure which group to post to really, I’ve not posted to places before, I normally just have a look for advice but I’m really struggling tonight and feel like there’s no point anymore. Since my really close uncle passed in November out of the blue things got worse, that weekend I found my partner at another woman’s house at 3am when he said he was working. I have no one to talk to and nobody I can be honest with. I don’t have any friends and can’t tell my family about how I feel. I’m so angry all the time and worried to the point of not being able to sleep most nights now I don’t know why I’m like this everyday. I’m starting to feel like there’s no point in me anymore. I don’t want to wake up the next day.

I’ve become dependant on him in the relationship, he wanted a few days apart for space because of how we have been and I can’t get through the first one without it making me worry and stress thinking he’s with someone else because of what’s happened before and how closed off he is compared to what he was. I can’t deal with these feeling and not being able to speak to anyone I feel like I’m going crazy.