I have been with the girl of my dreams for 20 years. We got engaged in 97 i did have numerous affairs including her best friend. We got married in 2003. 3 years ago i had an emotional affair with one of my ex's. She knows all about them and i want to be the person she fell in love with. Ive told her everything that has happened.and she still says there is more because i work out of town different states and away for months at a time. I truely am trying so hard to figure out what and why i did what i did. Now i know i the person who vowed never to hurt her but i did. I try every day to show her how remoursful i am and telling her everything . Recently she went and had sex with a neighbor friend and she is justafied in that because we were having problems. I do forgive her for that i just want to live out our lives together put it behind us and start a new year a new life with each other. But like she doesnt know if she can believe me because her whole life has been a lie.
Please help ..
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