So monday she asked me if i wanted to do date night wed evening and of course i said yes. Stupid me assumed that either she would forget or not plan anything because that has been her past history. So when she asked if i was ready to go, she was sitting and watching american idol, so i said yes or we can just sit and watch your show together. Wednesdays has always been her night for uninterupted american idol, so usually i find other chores to do while she watches her show. And so i figured i would actually sit down and watch it with her to spend some time together. Well she actually had something planned for us to go bowling, something we have not done together in years. So she was rightfully upset at me for blowing her off. Which i apologized for. after a discussion and her calming down we did end up going and did have fun.

However i still feel like a jerk this morning over it. But then at the back of my head i wnder why i feel like a jerk, after all every time i want to do a date night she blows me off and needs her tv and internet time, and gets mad at me for even suggesting that i was upset that she blew me off. But then at the same time she was the one that actually suggested it (which has never hap[pened before or after her A) and i blew her off.