I found out back in January that my boyfriend of 6 years had been cheating online with multiple of his ex’s. This had been going on for about two years. They were talking and pictures were sent to him. He had created a fake email and fake Facebook to do this. I have left past boyfriends for a lot less but I truly love this man and decided to let him explain. I could truly see he was sorry. He broke down more than I did. He said it wasn’t who he really is. That he made the biggest mistake of his life. We actually have been seeing our preacher and he’s openly told what he did. We’ve been doing exercises and things to make our relationship better. Up until about a couple weeks ago everything has been fine. Now he’s being totally different. Cussing at me, yelling, telling me I’m the problem. I just don’t feel like I deserve that. I feel like I’m literally drowning. I cry everyday whether it’s from the hurt or from how he’s treating me. I don’t know if he’s going through a rough patch or what but I can’t go through this everyday in my life. Just wanted to see if anyone else has gone through something andif they were able to get through it.