Hey DS family. I haven't posted in a minute, but I'm always here. I don't post I GUESS because when I wash my hands of you. I simply wash my hands of you. I have absolutely no contact with me ex....sad huh when we have a new baby. Well he is now 8 months old. His grandmother comes to get him twice a week so his sperm donor can spend time with him. She also gets him every Friday and I won't get him back until Sunday after 6 because the weekend is when I open my boutique for business. After the louse had the nerve to laugh in my face and I bitch slapped him..I went on and haven't looked back. But I don't understand where I am at with that. How can you love someone and then all of a sudden feel NOTHING? I don't understand why I don't worry about who he is with anymore. I question if I loved him at all or was I just caught up in lust. Or am I in shock and am unable to feel anything. It's confusing. I'm not complaining though. I don't miss waking up in the middle of the night sometimes 2 times during the night. I don't miss crying. I don't miss that pinch in the pit of my stomach. I'm just really surprised how easily I did an about face and haven't ventured back. Can anyone help me to understand where I am in the blank space?
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