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Tonight has been horrible. I think I'm having another miscarriage. I'm just so devastated, angry, sad. I started spotting Monday morning. Very light just on the toilet paper. I called my RE on Tuesday and the nurse told me it was normal. Well it came and went all week and then tonight the spotting has turned to bright red. Every time i use the bathroom i pray it's gone but it keeps getting worse. I just can't believe it's happening again. Why does God keep taking my babies away?
As if that's not bad enough I got a bill today from my old obgyn for services I received during my first miscarriage over 2 years ago!! How could they not bill me for this until now? Talk about bad timing. I just can not believe how horrible this night has been.
DH is not taking this well at all either. I think I"m done. I can't handle the emotional roller coaster. I think that God does not want me to have a child for some reason. Maybe he thinks I'd be a bad mom but then he lets child abusers have kids so how does that make sense. I'm just so angry.
I'm going to call my RE in the morning and I hope they let me come in probably just to confirm what I already know.
To think just a week ago I was so happy for getting a BFP. How quickly things change.
As if that's not bad enough I got a bill today from my old obgyn for services I received during my first miscarriage over 2 years ago!! How could they not bill me for this until now? Talk about bad timing. I just can not believe how horrible this night has been.
DH is not taking this well at all either. I think I"m done. I can't handle the emotional roller coaster. I think that God does not want me to have a child for some reason. Maybe he thinks I'd be a bad mom but then he lets child abusers have kids so how does that make sense. I'm just so angry.
I'm going to call my RE in the morning and I hope they let me come in probably just to confirm what I already know.
To think just a week ago I was so happy for getting a BFP. How quickly things change.
I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Again, and so very sorry.
I know it's hard to hear now, but God is not punishing you and does not think you will be a bad mom. He truely does love you and has a wonderful plan for you. please don't loose your faith in him. I am so so sorry, you and DH are in my prayers!
God has nothing to do with this. It is just bad luck, and there may be a medical reason as well that just hasn't been discovered yet. You deserve to be a mom--don't give up! You are still quite young and have quite a few years to keep trying. Obviously, if you feel you've had enough, than take some time for yourself and maybe with some time it will put things in perspective and give you the willpower and energy to try again.