I know exactly what u mean. We just ended our 2ww, and AF is about to arrive anyday now. I don't know if there is a secret or anything to not get ur hopes up. I try every month to not get to excited, but I do and so far I've got let down everytime. It drives me crazy. Good Luck and baby dust to you :)

I know what you mean, I hate the end of the month when you just don't know what to think. Sometimes I am relieved when my period comes a day or two early that way I don't have to go through the anxiety of wondering if I am PG or not and its on to the next try!

I can relate, I am about 5 days away from AF. After 8 cycles on clomid, we are not really trying right now b/c DH sperm count is too low. But we did time BD 1 day this month. It is such a looonnngg shot that I could be PG, but I am still hopeful. I have been sporatically taking my temps for a sign. But it looks just like it does every other month. I have absolutly no symptoms like a normally do when I am on the meds. I look at it this way, if I completely gave up hope, I would not want children anymore. I am afraid to go to the dark side. For now, if I have to believe in the stork, then that's what I'll do!! LOL

I know exactly how you feel. I get all excited when I am showing signs of being pregnant but then when AF comes it is such a let down. Trying to get pg is such a roller coaster of emotions. We were told in high school that it just takes one time...HA, that's a joke. What gets me through it every month is the prospect of being pg the next month. Just keep trying and one day you will get that very pleasant surprise!!! I think the reason it is taking so long is because once it actually happens it will be so much sweeter!!

Sending baby dust your way!!

If there is a secret, I would love to know it. The thing I hate is the drugs I am often make me feel pregnant (or what I imagine pregnant to feel as I have never been). I really hope you are this time.

I know how you feel...the worst thing for me is that even my DH keeps asking "what day is it, do you think you should test"...it breaks my heart even more.
All those people that say "just relax, don't stress out, forget about it and it will all work out" - how do you do that?

No kidding! Like my mom and siters... All of them have babies so they just cannot see why Im such an obsessive pt taker. More than anything I want to walk by a pharmacy without my mouth watering over the fertility section. Can you even imagine how much these compaines are making? I mean I spen 20 bucks for three test! there has got to be a better way!

you know, i would have no problem max-ing out all my credit cards if i know there will be a result....we've already spent good $20K (failed IVF #1) and still NOTHING!!!!! and then everyone and their dogs around me is pregnant.

For me PMS is the worst now. I am overly emotional and not pregnant. Not a good combination!

ha ha youre funny turtle girl

right there with you. 9 days to go on my 2ww and it's driving me batty.

I try my best to stay in the middle and not think to much either way. I have been soo positive and then let down HARD, so this past time I just said whatever happens happens and nothing happened, but that's besides the point ha but I didn't feel as bad when i got the bad news

So what exactly are the signs you are pregnant? I am in my 2ww and over analyize my body to the point where I could have any symptom or disease - ha ha! But I know what you mean, the closer I get to the end of my 2ww, the crazier I get. Good luck to the rest of you in this limbo.