I discovered this site about a week ago and I must admit this site and the people on it have been a God-send. I'm 31 years old and have been TTC for 10 years off and on(I took a couple of breaks when I felt all hope was lost). I never really sat down and discussed my IF problems with anyone in depth, not even my own mother due to feelings of shame and embarrassment. I have felt lonely for many years regarding this subject because although I discuss it with my DH he doesn't truly understand.Since I've joined this site I don't feel as lonely, I've talked to some really wonderful people that I know truly understand me and my situation. I never feel embarrassed or ashamed while talking on the site. And slowly my feelings of shame are disappearing period. It feels good to know that there are so many other women out there just like me, but it also makes me sad to know that there are so many other women out there that feels the same deep pain that I do. In the little amount of time that I have been a member of this site I believe I have gained soooo much strength and courage from you ladies and I hope that someone will gain strength from my story. I've had one failed IVF last year and I'm currently in my 2WW on my second IVF and I feel like I'm going to lose my mind waiting. Thanks for all the support and please keep your fingers crossed for me, I don't know if I could handle another BFN
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