OK so as you all know I went for a D & C yesterday because of the abnormal pregnancy and me miscarrying. Well yesterday they sent it to the lab because they basically wanted to check to see if they got everything. I also went for blood work first thing this morning to make sure my HCG hormone was going down.

WELL...the stuff they tested from the D & C showed no placentia tissue...which means I either miscarried before the procedure and because of such a low hcg I didn't notice I had...OR it's in my FREAKIN tubes!!! AND to top it off my hcg was like 82 or something like that...which was higher then my last hcg about a week and half ago. BUT the thing is that I was suppose to get an hcg done BEFORE my D & C, but the stupid nurse told me I didn't need it (but at surgery the doctor told me she was wrong and apologized) So they don't have anything prior to D & C to compare my hcg level to see if it is in fact going down!

So basically to SUM it up...I have to go back in for YET another hcg test (I look like a pin cushion with all these poke holes) and if the test doesn't show my levels going down then they will know it's etopic and I have to take that stupid medicine to get rid of it...which by the way he said he tries not to give it unless completely necessary cause it's a chemical and it's very hard on your body! Just what I need I'm exhausted and worn out as it is from the D & C and went to work today cause I just can't miss anymore day....then I may have to take this chemical that is going to be harder on me!!!

Sorry for ranting so long...I'm just very frustrated and nervous and scared! Why won't this end and let me get on to TTC!!!!