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SCREAM or CRY!!!

Lineth
Lineth
I am at work wishing that I was home I am still on my second week of the 2WW and I started spotting now bleeding/blood clots. Back hurts and I feel such heaviness on my pelvic area. Thankfully I am almost done with my work day. I feel like I am going to scream at someone or just start crying. I slammed my desk drawer really hard to release a little bit of stress. For most part I can stay calm but sometimes working here gets a little crazy I feel like I am surrounded by stock brokers just so it can give you an idea of talking loud back and forth on the phone helping ppl all day long. We help ppl find work which is awesome but we have to work hard to fill the jobs that's how the company makes money SO its a mad house..... SORRY just needed to VENT! I was on the verge or going more nutz..... As I am almost done with my RANT I am starting to feel better.
bgs4444
bgs4444
I just wanted to say that I know how you feel - we all do, and you are NOT alone in this and can vent all you want. the waiting is so hard - so frustrating and so scary. I hope that the spotting is implantation and that you get your BFP. stay strong, take a deep breath. you can do this
Lineth
Lineth
Thank you so much I just read your journal. I cant imagine how hard this is for you but I am also glad that you are working through it. sending blessings back your way. I wish the ppl that know could just forget about it ..... I told my mom about the bleeding hoping she would lay off instead she calls me more often and talks about the same thing over and over. I love my mom but gosh pls!!! I wish my phone would not ring. I am going to say tonight I am laying down so they stop calling. thank you guys so much.
jhesterm
jhesterm
I'm sorry you're feeling this way today. It's never fun to go through this and I understand that sometimes, especially at work, it's really hard to just smile and get through the day. As bgs said, hopefully it's implantation bleeding and you will get your BFP!
I'm also really glad to have this place to rant when I need to because while I do have really supportive friends who I talk to about this stuff I do try to keep it to a minimum with them because I don't want them to think all I do is complain. Have fun taking a night for yourself, I finally had to tell my mom she would get news when I had some to tell to stop her from getting to crazy and involved. Good luck!