Sad about infertility
Hello I am new to the group. I am writing to gain support from others who are going through the same situation. Im 33 years old and been married for 5 years. Ive been unable to conceive on my own. My doctor said that my FHS levels are high and I have a 2% chance of getting pregnant on my own. I have not done IUI's as of yet because of financial reasons. Im worried of going into debt paying for fertility treatments. I have done accupuncture which I did find helpful, but that can get costly. I did these treatments and I was three weeks late. I thought I was pregnant for sure because my period is never late. Well I was not pregnant. After this I became very discouraged. I stopped my accupucture treatments. It was hard for me to go through the let down of not being preganant.( I know I probably should have continued with the accupunture) I really dont talk to many people about this. Many people dont know about my infertility. My husband does not pressure me about having children. But at the same time he is not supportive of me when I am feeling bad about this. So I dont talk to him about this at all. Usually I feel ok but lately I started feeling bad because alot of my family and friends are getting pregnant and having babies and Im not. Im so heartbroken right now. Any suggestions as to what I should do?