I just have to vent for a minute. Yesterday my DH told me his friend's wife is pregnant. Turns out she got pg 3 weeks into their marriage. Then today my mentor/trainer at my new job announced she was pregnant. My eyes seriously teared up right there during the meeting. Later at lunch she explained how she planned her pregnancy so she'd be due in March and off in the Spring! PEOPLE ACTUALLY PLAN THEIR DUE DATES!!! After trying for 3 years and having 8 IUIs and 4 miscarriages hearing how easy it is for other people to just decide to get pregnant and then Bam they do just makes me seriously so upset!! Then after this wonderful lunch conversation I notice a large book on the bookshelves in the hallway at work. All the books are business type books on Marketing, Finance, etc. and then there was one HUGE book just staring me right in the face called "Conception to Birth" with a picture of a baby on the front. What the heck?? What is this baby book doing at work?! URGGGGGGGGGGGGGG....I called my Mom and cried all the way home. These 2 days have just been so upsetting and I HATE feeling so jealous and mad all the time!
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