I have been a member of this site for a long time. Though I had tried for 5 yrs to get PG nothing happened. In the end we did IVF and with all the money we had and did not have we put our faith into the LORD. I was able to get PG on the first time and now have a healthy daughter who will soon be 8 months. I wanted to post this to let you all know that I have been where most have you are now and I do know what you are feeling. I have been to many baby showers in the past and felt the pain of seeing how happy motherhood is through someone else's eyes. I went through surgery and a lot of pain. In the end it is all worth it. My mother told me that God was waiting this long to give us our child because he could not bare to give her up because she is such a joy. I tell my little one that story all the time and I feel that she is right. I hope all of you know that you are in my prayers and I wish nothing but many healthy babies to all. Good Luck.