Hi all I know I have been off for awhile after my miscarriage and my sister in laws gender reveal party. I just needed a break. Wee took a month off from trying and then we tried again. I had IUI done on October 23rd. Then 2 weeks later had a blood test done that was positive for pregnancy. My HGC level was 224 which is very high for that early but was told it could be more then one ( I had 3 viable eggs) or just a very strong one. Had to wait 2 more weeks for an ultrasound. It was the longest 2 weeks ever by the way, the ultrasound confirmed it was one baby with a very strong heart beat that we could actually hear at 5 weeks 5 days! I was happy and excited but also afraid to let myself be happy because I have never made it to the next visit. My next appointment is Dec 13th and I am so worried and nervous they will tell me once again the baby has passed. So I am asking for some prayers or positive vibes that things will go well. We have been trying for 10 years and gave up. Adopted a beautiful baby girl who is my whole world and then now at 41 I got pregnant on a fluke only to lose it at 10 weeks. Then was told with my insurance I was covered to try IUI so we decided to try one more time. I feel for everyone on here I have lived you pain and hurt and feelings of being broken and grieving when you have to at a loss. I pray for all of you to get the baby you so desperately  long for while from you, a donated egg, adoption, or other.