My clinical trial ivf is only 5,000!!! I can\'t beleive that I start the consent forms next Tuesday.!! I can\'t believe that I was only researching a month ago and it\'s only 2 hours away from my house in comparison to going to New York!! I live in Florida so all together the clinic is actually an hour and a half. I feel so good about this. She explained everything to me and Rebeka is so freakin nice. Its feels so good to talk with someone who was so freakin nice and personable (spelling?). She was like we\'re going to get you pregnant. THe study is basically to see what fertility drug works the best menopur or follitism. She was saying there isn\'t alot of research on which is better! AND get this, if I hadn\' listen to my spirit and loss my weight I WOULD NOT have qualified for the study. Your BMI can\'t be over 34% I plan to lose at least 10 more by the end of the month. I was also worrying about the money because I couldn\'t pay until the end of June. She said I don\'t have to worry about payment until mid JULY!! when I start my stims. NOBODY gets it like my DS sisters do, everyone is excited but I want them jumping up and down like me!!! I might be starting my new school year off PREGNANT. This is the teacher plan, which is to get pregnant in the Fall, and have the baby in the summer, THUS, no sub plans, and summer break with the new baby!! OMGOODNESS!!! I am beaming with JOY. This is first IVF, and I wouldn\'t have EVER dreamed that I could ever afford it.