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I'm so mad today and I just wish I could scream. I don't know who I'd be screaming at but maybe my body.
So I was back at work after my time off for my MC last week. I had to take meds after they confirmed an empty sac at 7 weeks.
I don't think the meds worked. I toke them on Wednesday, had some spotting for 24 hours then nothing. The doc made me take a second dose on Sunday and I barely spotted for an hour.
I still have all my symptoms and guest what, my dress seemed small today but I haven't gained one pound so I mesured my tummy...
Well you really do show after the 2nd time around because I have an extra 1 1/2" around my tummy now.
Today I confided in a coworker about how I'm finding my MC hard and that I'm worried I'll need an D&C because I can't seem to actually lose this pregnancy after the doc told me 3 weeks ago it wasn't viable. Can you believe she had the nerves to tell me it's psychological.That I must want a baby so bad I'm convincing my body to keep it!!!!
Ok yes I want a baby so bad but no I don't want to stay pregnant when I no there's no baby. I don't want to wake up in the middle of the night because my breast hurt and I've been dreaming of them hurting too. I don't want to see myself in the mirror with a round belly but nothing indide.
I just want to be able to move on.
I know I'm rambling but since I can't scream because I'm not really mad at anyone just mad at my body this is my way of saying haaaaaaaaaaa.
I know thing will get better, I'm very blessed but today I can't be positive.
So I was back at work after my time off for my MC last week. I had to take meds after they confirmed an empty sac at 7 weeks.
I don't think the meds worked. I toke them on Wednesday, had some spotting for 24 hours then nothing. The doc made me take a second dose on Sunday and I barely spotted for an hour.
I still have all my symptoms and guest what, my dress seemed small today but I haven't gained one pound so I mesured my tummy...
Well you really do show after the 2nd time around because I have an extra 1 1/2" around my tummy now.
Today I confided in a coworker about how I'm finding my MC hard and that I'm worried I'll need an D&C because I can't seem to actually lose this pregnancy after the doc told me 3 weeks ago it wasn't viable. Can you believe she had the nerves to tell me it's psychological.That I must want a baby so bad I'm convincing my body to keep it!!!!
Ok yes I want a baby so bad but no I don't want to stay pregnant when I no there's no baby. I don't want to wake up in the middle of the night because my breast hurt and I've been dreaming of them hurting too. I don't want to see myself in the mirror with a round belly but nothing indide.
I just want to be able to move on.
I know I'm rambling but since I can't scream because I'm not really mad at anyone just mad at my body this is my way of saying haaaaaaaaaaa.
I know thing will get better, I'm very blessed but today I can't be positive.
Susan
xoxox
I just told her at this point that I really wanted to start moving on but her reply to that wasn't much better. I guest people will always suprise you and not just in a good way.
I wish that it wasn't socially unacceptable to kick people in the face. I would have done it for you. Ya, I've got anger too and am not afraid to use it. : D (I'm kinda just joking)
Lots of love Roxy and I hope that you feel better real soon.. xoxoxo