I have been holding up very well and thinking very positive since my lap to clean up my endo on the 13th. But- I am just feeling a little sorry for myself (well, DH and I) today. Yesterday we had a BBQ and 3 of my pregnant friends were here. I am SOOOOO happy for them, don't get me wrong. But, it just seems so unfair. My mother in law said that to my mom too- she said it's just not fair for them (us). My MIL is not a grandma yet, so I feel really bad. At least my parents have one grandson and my sis is pregnant again. I have friends/ family due for babies from Sept-April (no-one in in Nov though) and I just want to be one of them... I am just a little weepy today. Could use you gals to help me build up my strength again, that's all. Thanks so much for all of your on-going support. It feels so good to come to DS and talk with you girls. Take care!
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