So I spent my Saturday really feeling down and just crying because I'm SAD! Its hard feeling this way and being around people because all they can tell me it will all work out! I'm sick of hearing that!!!! If they only knew what this feels like but I'm like no I wouldn't want my worst enemy feeling this way. If they only new that I haven't been pregnant once, handful of negative pregnancy test, this before I knew of my condition today. If they only knew being misdiagnosed and being told you have this for years, all my twenties and having false hope, plus talking to medical staff giving me false hope, wasting my time!!!! I get married move to jersy and find a new gyno to be told this year that rare condition I have is actually decreases my chance for pregnancy!!!!! Hence the infertility specialist. If they knew I have to do IVF treatments, which I plan this May but I have some obstacles to get through first because of my condition. Its overwhelming to be me right now. Watching people you grown up with have babies left and right, postings of baby announcements, ugggg I'm happy for them but its just a constant reminder that I can't have any...... For now at least.