i get so depressed on this day. it is the one holiday that continuously reminds me that i do not have my baby yet. i feel so jealous of people who are able to celebrate this day. i run a daycare in my home so that makes it even worse when we do projects for the kids to give to their moms on mothers day. the other thing i feel obligated to do is to buy mo own mother a gift and a card and go to her house for a visit. dont get me wrong it is not that i dont want to do these things for my mother it is just that it is so difficult for me because i want a child of my own to be able to give me gifts and cards for this day but deep down i know that may never happen.
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